I know that I need to move on.
But somethings are just so hard to let go.
I try and I try, to see the fact the my world and my life is so much bigger
than my supposedly fleeting sorrow,
but I'm like an overloaded bucket of tears,
cracked and hurting,
and not knowing if things will ever be alright again.
Maybe not so far
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- Almost adult, slightly quirky, kampung girl from fishing kampung called kuantan. Accidentally displaced in big western country in big western university across the sea. Searching for old stuffs lost and new stuffs yet to be found.
5 comments:
I understand vey well your 'bucket of tears" over the parting of ways after the days and months of being together, sharing each others joys and occasional frustrations.
I was in the same "buckets of tears" three times over,as I journeyed from the first girl in my life to the wonderful woman who is now my wife. Looking back, I am thankful for the bucket of tears which were the results of frictional relationship. They were never comfortable for me or the girls. But they taught me empathy, the wisdom of keeping cool and not to expect too much from my girls. Results: a comfortable, loving relationship with the most wonderful woman who is now my wife.
Kampany girl, you can get over it. Just move on. There's plenty in life waiting for you.
With lots of love.
MM
Still like that?
Need to take some medicine. My doctrine says the pharmarcist is you. Hehe
Yeah, move on. Easier said than done, but doable la.
CC
YES, Good Girl, just move on. Difficult it may seem. But whatever, it is a motion and motions create momemtum which is essential for a breakthrough.There is no room for recriminations, for blames,for regrets..But there is plenty of room for Faith, Hope and Charity.
Whatever is yours is yours. What ever is not yours, is not yours. We call it "yuan (1)" or "jodoh".If he is meant for you, he will be yours sooner or later. If he is not meant to be yours, what ever you do, he will not be yours.
Good Girl, just move on. There are great things and great relationships waiting for you. Have Faith is yourself and God Almighty. Have Hope for the best. And do Good to all and at all times.
SM
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